Category: Writers Block
a-z of me
a is for the agony,
i have to feel each day
b is for the brokenness
that never goes away
c is for the crying
it happens a lot at home
d's for the depression
that eats me to the bone
e's for the embarrasment
and feeling oh so weak
f is for the fear
the fear to even speak
g is for the grind
nothing ever changes
h is for my hometown
i've been living there for ages
i's for isolation
and the feeling of despair
j's for justification, is anybody there?
k is for the knife,
it's never far away,
l is for the lonelyness
and facing another day
m is for the moodswings,
that no one understands
n it is for narnia
i find peace at that land
o it is for overdose
and thoughts of being sick
p is for the pills, someone get them, quick!
q is for the quiet that always seems so clear
r's for relaxation
to help me hide my tears
s is for the suicide, will it end tonight?
t is for the trusting
that its gonna be all right
u's for understanding,
no one seems to care
v it is for vomet, really never rare
w's for worry
it will never go away
and tomorrow though it hurts me so,
i'll start again from A
this makes me want to cry..
awww. wow. moving. and so true. i like that.
Soooo true hunn.. hugs